It's official, I have the coolest ringtone ever. All you need to do is press the green play button, then realize how cool I am now.

Awesome.

That's all I really had to say, and now I'm gonna go to back to surfing through web pages about Supernatural.

Today was a day filled to the brim with boredom.
Jess had to go to a rugby game, so she left at like seven in the morning. I, on the other hand, woke up around noon and laid in bed for like an hour debating whether or not I wanted to get up and shower. I finally pried myself out of bed, dressed in the cutest clean outfit I had and surfed the internet for a while.
Then as scheduled (this was my only event for the day) Helen and I left to meet up with Brittany and Adam to go to lunch/dinner...linner? Dunch? Anyways, for those of you who have not heard of the infamous Adam, he is Brittany's on-again/off-again/love-of-her-life/bane-of-her-existence/boyfriend/not-boyfriend who makes her cry on a regular basis, and he's in Indiana visiting her for the weekend. What a sweetheart.
So we went to Culpepper's for...linner... had a relatively good time, considering the company. >_<
After our big outting, I came back to the dorm and literally watched VH1 until my brain started to leak out of my ears. @_@
Jess was with the rugby girls partying all afternoon/night, and Brittany was hanging out with Adam my favoritest person in the world. Everyone else was either busy with prior engagements or home for the weekend.
I think today was, without a doubt, the most boring day of my life.
Man, oh man, if I had a good editing system I would've been fine. But alas we must play with the cards we are dealt, and I'm no good at poker.

So I entertained myself with watching an entire season of America's Next Top Model (VH1 likes to air entire seasons of the show on the weekends) and surfed the internet for Supernatural related things because let's all be honest, I am obsessed with that show.
I'm trying my best to avoid spoilers for the season finale, which is so hard because I'm such a spoiler freak. But I want to be surprised! Self control is haaarrrdd, maaan.
I want to make a SPN video for All Hell Breaks Loose to the song "Gabriel" by Lamb like so bad. I was watching the episode on my computer today, and I had it muted while I played the song on iTunes, so I skipped around in the episode trying to like... make a music video... but without editing... just by jumping around in the episode.
I am so deprived of an editing system it's not even funny.

Friday was fun, looking back.
Jess, Brittany, Adam, Jamie, Jamie's girlfriend Candace, and I went to the Pre-Exam Jam in the HUB. It was basically a big party to blow off steam before finals. It was a lot of fun, they had this like human bowling thing where they strap you into... well, basically it was similar to those plastic balls you let hamsters roll around in, and then you knock down pins. Though none of us tried it, it was hysterical to watch. They also had airbrush tattoos, which I really wanted to do but the line was obnoxiously long. There was an oxygen bar, which was so funny. Jess and I tried it. They gave you these oxygen tubes, like the ones you stick up your nose if you're in a coma. And you get to pick the color tube you want, then you pull up to the bar and plug in! Ha! Jess and I got green oxygen tubes, and swapped around... oxygen... flavors?... with each other. I got wintergreen for the first one, then I got... garidena? It was something weird. Then I finished off with lemon-grass (which I do not recommend, cause that scent stayed with me for the whole night and it was not pleasant). We got to keep the oxygen tubes, which is pretty sweet.
I decided to wash mine off throughly and then use it as a pimped out straw. And let me tell you dude, that was the best idea of my life! Hahaha!
What else happened at the exam jam?
Oh! This localish band called Gene The Werwolf played - and they were surprisingly good! Oh, and Build-A-Bear was there too! You could stuff a cow! But by the time Jess and I got there they were out of animals. There was food and drinks, and general fun to be had. It was pretty cool.
Oh yeah and the best part of all of this? THE ENTIRE THING WAS COMPLETELY FREE. NO MONEY WHATSOEVER. FOR ANYTHING.
WHOOHOOOO!
After the Jam, we all walked to Tyrone, Tom, and Emmanuel's apartment and hung out with them (but Emmanuel wasn't there ;_;). I forgot how much I love Tom and Tyrone, ^_^ ♥. They're hysterical together. Oh! And Tom confirmed the rumors for Jess and I, it is in fact TRUE that he DID get engaged with his girlfriend a little while ago. I KNOW RIGHT. When I asked him if we were invited to the wedding he was like "OF COURSE" (only in a manly way), and then when I asked if they'd set a date he was like "three years", lol. That give me time to shop for a dress to wear to the wedding. Ha!

Aaaaaand then Saturday, the most boring day of my life, occurred. And now here I am!
Today I plan on going to the library and studying for finals. It'll be good, Jess and I are gonna hardcore study. We'll be productive.
Speaking of productive, you should've seen me on Thursday. I was a homework machine. Hells yes, suckas! I wrote two papers (one of which almost kicked my ass, but I came back in the last round and OWNED it), finished half of my Food and Nutrition project, and finished some extra credit homework as well.
I felt so accomplished by the end of it.
Especially after I owned that one paper. God that thing was a bitch and a half to write. O_o

What else can I tell you about?
I might be out of stuff.
I think I am.
Well alright then!
In that case, I'ma go read some Supernatural fanfiction because I'm addicted to that show.

Talk to you lata alligatas!

Ahem...
Please see Jessica's post here.
All I have to say is A-FRICKIN-MEN.

Alright kids!
Here's my schedule for the Fall 2008 semester:

Monday
9:05am -9:55am Abnormal Psychology (3 credits)
1:25pm - 2:15pm Elementary Spanish (4 credits)
5:05pm - 6:20pm Introduction Into Philosophy (3 credits)

Tuesday
11:00am - 12:15pm Journalism and Mass Media (3 credits)
12:55pm - 1:45pm Elementary Spanish (4 credits)
2:00pm - 3:15pm Communication Media in American Society (3 credits)

Wednesday
9:05am -9:55am Abnormal Psychology (3 credits)
1:25pm - 2:15pm Elementary Spanish (4 credits)
5:05pm - 6:20pm Introduction Into Philosophy (3 credits)

Thursday
11:00am - 12:15pm Journalism and Mass Media (3 credits)
2:00pm - 3:15pm Communication Media in American Society (3 credits)

Friday
9:05am -9:55am Abnormal Psychology (3 credits)
1:25pm - 2:15pm Elementary Spanish (4 credits)


In the end, I will come out with a grand total of 16 credits!
All of these contribute to my new major of Communications Media (even Abnormal Psychology ^_~).
^_^

I hope this works out O_o *crosses fingers*

You know how you can get this craving for chocolate? And you just really want it, but there's none around so you're really bummed?
Yeah well that was me about ten minutes ago.
So I decided to go downstairs to the vending machines to treat myself to something yummy and chocolately. I had extra cash lying around (hooray for $1 bills!) from the Zoo trip I went on today, so it was extra easy to purchase from the vending machine! Or so I thought.
I get there, glance around the seemly friendly machines contents and decide on what I want - a chocolate covered PayDay. One more quick glance at the number for the chocolate PayDay, and I punch in my selection. Number 135.
The little bedspring that keeps me from getting to my chocolate covered goal starts moving, but to my horror the bedspring for the peanut butter M&M's is the one swirling with delight - not the one for my PayDay I'd so hoped for. WTF MACHINE. A second glance then confirms that my originally intended PayDay was in fact not number 135.
After a few choice grumbles and kicks to the machine, blaming it for my illiteracy, I put in another 75 cents (because of course the unwanted peanut butter M&M's have no trace of chocolate in them, so I couldn't even make compromise and take that instead of the chocolate covered PayDay). I glance once again that the candy that I want and punch in it's number, 133.
AND ONCE AGAIN THE WRONG BEDSPRING TAKES IT UPON ITSELF TO USURP MY PAYDAY'S TIME TO SHINE AND BEGINS SPINNING. A 3 Musketeers bar unceremoniously drops from it's perch and into my hand. For those of you that are unaware, 3 Musketeers candy bars are on my 'least favorite candy' list. So I made sure to glare daggers at the vending machine, curse, kick, and smack the glass. Perhaps, I thought, I could intimidate my candy bar out of the machine instead of paying for it.
Then I stared intently at the PayDay.
It was number 134.
And that's when I realized that I suck at life. And reading.
FRICKIN FRICK FRICK FRICK.
Then I put in more money, and bought the PayDay. Number 134.
In conclusion I just spent $2.25 on a chocolate covered PayDay, and it was broken in half and very stale when I opened it. ;_;

I blame the vending machine.

So why is it that every time I'm home I'm never in the mood to create a music video, but then the minute I get back to school I'm like MUSAC VIJO TYM. I wish I could take my desktop, complete with a decent editing system, up to school just so I can edit. And possibly use it to store files, because my laptop is running down on memory ;__;

So ever heard of Kate Nash? Yeah, well you should've!
Jessica has just introduced me to this love child of Regina Spektor and Imogen Heap. Seriously, her CD has been on repeat since I've gotten it. Jess and I had a dance party to it early today. Brittany just lied on the floor and watched, lol!

I've posted some brand new Supernatural Icons and Friends Only banners in my favorite place to be, dean_sam. ^_^ I'm so excited for feedback! Hooray! Only 70 more icons to post, them I'm completely out of icons. Well... out of the newer ones anyway. ^__^

I love having pink hair. I know that has nothing to do with anything, but I was just thinking about it and it's awesome. Just styling it is an adventure! Like doing the poof thing with my pink, pink, pink bangs. Everything is fun if your hair is an unnatural color.

I just finished copying my history notes for my friend, Jamie. She loaned out her notes to some girl, and it's been over a week and the girl won't give them back. Been there! Last semester I loaned my notes to this girl in my Psychology class, and I didn't get them back until 11pm the night before the final, and that was after repeated calls to her cell phone. >_< Needless to say I glare at the girl every time I see her. Anyways, I copied my beautimus notes for Jamie because I felt so bad for her. That seriously sucks out loud.
And now I'm bored, lol.

I don't think I would ever be bored again if I had a video editing system here.

I am in love with Kate Nash. Sorry, one of my favorite songs on the CD started playing ^_^.

And now I'm out of things to say... hum hum hum...

Well, you know what this means. PHOTOSHOP TIME. Hooray for creating icons! ^____^

Talk to you lata alligata's!

Lovey Love,
Allie

So I interacted with the boy who will remain unnamed today! ^_^ ♥
We hugged.
It was nice.

^__^

He's hot.
And he's a theatre kid, which is even hotter.

ANYWAY.

I just wanted to let everyone know that I've slept since we last spoke. That day actually I passed out immediately after my 12:00 class and then woke up at 7:00pm.
So, I'm all good!

Thanks for the concern though (yes mother, I'm talking to you ^_^).

So I keep promising an new Supernatural icon post but I've never actually gotten around to it... I swear it will happen soon! I've made a few new icons (see the newest one attached to this post. Silly grim reaper! lol, that icon cracks me up and I don't know why, maybe it's Dean's face it in) and I'm excited to share them, I'm just really lazy O_o

Maybe I'll do it tonight though... I'm bored.


I'm excited for our one act performance for TOST and Turned (the theatre group I'm a part of here at school). It's gonna be good, we did it for someone who wasn't the director in the cast, and hadn't seen the show a million and a half times. She was laughing like the whole time, and here I've been worrying about whether or not anyone would find it funny because I'm so familiar with the script so it's not that funny to me anymore.
It's always surprising when you finally perform a show on opening night, because the audience finds everything hysterical - even things you didn't think was funny when you first read the script, let a lone the hundredth millionth you've read it.
Theatre is fun.
Plus it's such a rush when you get on stage and make the audience laugh.

Anyway, I'm excited. It'll be good, and the one act I'm in is the first to perform that night so NO PRESSURE ;_;. It'll be good. It'll be good. It better be good O_O

I'ma go find something fun to do, possibly icon related... >_>

I'll leave you with a quote about, and lyrics from the song "Love Song For No One" by John Mayer. Because it's kinda how I'm feeling right now in regards to the opposite sex.

Quote about the song from John Mayer:
"This is a song about talking to the person you haven't met yet. They maybe rolling around in the hay with someone else, but they're not as good as you. He's out there, She's out there, they're just learning what to contrast you against."

Lyrics:
Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Get here

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
Oh, no way

So guess who hasn't slept in two days?
That's correct! Me!
Now guess who isn't sleepy at all, despite the fact that she hasn't slept in two day?
Right again! Geeze, you guys are good at this game.

I dunno what to do with myself.
I'm not tired, but I know I should be... O_o

Hum.

In the meantime, I've been catching up on a lot of stuff - like emails, homework, general internet things I check for updates. So I've gotten a lot done in my sleep deprivation.

It's not like I'm wired cause I'm stressed about something, or cause I can't stop thinking about something. I'm just... not tired.

I'm sure after my 12:05 class tomorrow... er... today... I'll out like a light.
At least, I mean I hope so, lol.

I really don't know what else to say, I'm just trying to waste time until class. Maybe I'll shower.
That could be fun? O_o

On a side note, the O_o and O_O faces are my two favorite faces to make online. They're so expressive. That and the ever present ^_^ happy face. lol, so much better then :) and :D boring faces! *YAWN*.

Hum, hum, hum.

I really hope this whole no sleeping thing doesn't come back and bite me in the ass today. I'm generally very good about staying awake in class. *crosses fingers*

I guess we'll find out today, won't we? ^_^ Alrighty, I'ma shower - see if I can wake up more then I already am.
Maybe I'll grab some Starbucks too... hmmm...

Well, talk to you later!

Lovey Love,
Allie

All day I've had this urge to walk.
Not like, let's go for a walk because I'm bored and it's a fun thing to do.
Walk like just keep walking and never stop and get lost and just go.
Similar to when Forest Gump ran across the country just because he felt like running. That's what I wanna do. Just keep going and don't look back.

I've been listening to the song "Rewind" by Paolo Nutini nonstop all day today.

I dunno.


I've been trying to entertain myself today and get my mind off walking across Pennsylvania just to see where I end up. But I'm bored of everything I could possibly do here.
So far I've watched a million and a half episodes of CSI, CSI: New York, and even CSI: Miami (despite the fact that Horatio and I are mortal enemies).

I don't have any new notifications on Facebook, and the lj communities I'm part of don't have anything new up.
Hum hum hum.

I don't know what else I could talk about here.

I dunno what else I could do to entertain myself - normally I would make a music video right about now but my dumb Mac doesn't have an editing system. Well I mean it does, but iMovie is crap on wheels.
Never thought I would say this, but I wish I still have Windows Movie Maker - even though it's a tricycle compared to some other Cadillac editing systems one could use.

*le sigh*


"Rewind" by Paolo Nutini

Picking up the pieces
Of the wreck you went and left
And I'm dealing with dilemmas
In my now so stressful life
And I'm drinking stronger spirits
I made my home here on the floor
And I'm losing all ambition and goals

I'm going all out
I'm thinking you're just as bad

No sleeping at night
But I'm going from bar to bar
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind

So I was surfing YouTube for the majority of my evening last night and I come across a video of Jensen Ackles singing "Crazy Love" with Jason Manns. Naturally I listen to it, because Jensen is already one of the hottest guys on the planet, why not add singing into the mix?!
So it's actually like a beautiful song and I go look Jason Manns up on iTunes and his whole album is like... gorgeous...
So I bought it!
All because of the wonder Jensen Ackles, who isn't even on the album.
Hooray YouTube!

Besides watching Jensen be a hottie, I also watched a million and a half interviews with both him a Jared from formal ones with TV people, to questionnaires at various conventions (conventions that I want to go to so bad but don't have the time, money, or transportation for it... ;__;) and seriously Jared and Jensen are hysterical together.
They remind me of my best friend and I when we talk to each other. BECAUSE JENSEN AND JARED ARE BFFS FOR LIFE.
lolz.
Then in the midst of watching them be hot, I got really depressed because I realized I'm not dating Jared Padalecki - which is a huge tragedy, let's all be honest here.

There's this guy on campus, he's my friend Adam's room mate, he looks exactly like the JPad that it scares me. When I first saw him I seriously thought he was Jared Padalecki and my initial reaction was something along the lines of: "WHY ARE YOU HERE. HOW...WHY...HOW. MARRY ME." (but only in my head, not out loud O_o)
But then I found out he wasn't Jared.
And then I found out he wasn't Jared which meant he was a more available version of Jared.
But then I found out he's apparently a huge jerk. Like the "I'm hot, and I know it" type of guy.
And then my heart broke all over again. Aaah, a girl can still dream I suppose.

Hum, hum, hum.

This Jason Manns guy is pretty good.

O_o I have to depart for biology sometime soon...
I dun wanna!

Can you believe it's already friday, btw? This week went by so fast! Seriously it feels like the semester just started but it's more then half over - HOW CRAZY IS THAT?!

Summer is so soonish. I'm stoked.

Alright, alright... biology time I suppose...

See ya's lata!

Lovey Love,
Allie

Alright! So I can totally check a few items off my list of thing's to do today.
Here's my tentative to do list (in order of occurrence) thus far:
(EDITED TO DO LIST)
[x] study for history exam on imperialism in Asia, World War I, World War II, and the Holocaust.
[x] take history exam
[x] finish answering ten essay question on the book The Dobe Ju/hoansi for anthropology
[x] go to math, and stay awake despite the fact that I didn't sleep at all last night
[x] take essay exam on The Dobe Ju/hoansi
[x] SLEEP LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER. Please excuse the language, I am extremely tired and therefore no longer have access to the language filtration system in my brain. x_x = me right now
[x] possibly eat (this turned into a strawberry smoothie from the coffee shop in the library, but that counts right?) if I wake up before Fosters closes, because I'm running out of teh flex monies.
[ ] read Persepolis I, and start Persepolis II
[ ] study for upcoming biology exam
[ ] (if I'm lucky) post 50ish Supernatural icons in dean_sam
[ ] review lines for the one act, print out required letter for TOST and Turned


The items after SLEEP LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER are subject to change.
...

I think I'm going to take a 20 minute power nap. I had a vanilla latte this morning, which kept me awake during my history exam but I'm beginning to come off it so I'm, like, dying right now.

I'll update later in the day if I get the chance. Yikes!

Lovey Love,
Allie

P.S. - Like my new Dean icon? I made it last night! I have two other versions with text, but I like this one best. Ha! Square mouth for the win!

So last night was so much fun, the band Boys Like Girls came to campus to perform ( Here's their one hit wonder called "The Great Escape" [it's the music video because I couldn't find just the song]).
So Brittany is part of TEN (The Entertainment Network) so that means that she works the show that come to IUP, and she asked Jess and I if we would help out - so of course we said yes!
The show was sold out, but since we were helping out we got in for free!!
I got to take ticket from people coming in. My job was to rip the ticket, put it in the bucket thing, give people back their half of the ticket, and then say "Just so you know, they're videotaping the show tonight so you might be on camera." Boys Like Girls decided to tape the show for a DvD or music video or something and I had to let the audience know they were gonna be filmed.
I HAD SO MUCH FUN.
I got a pretty badge that said I had ALL ACCESS. So I got to go backstage before the show had even started and walk around, I saw Boys Like Girls back there and both the opening bands. THEY WERE SO COOL.
Meanwhile everyone who went out and bought tickets to the show had to lines up in this jinormous line and go through security and metal detectors and have their bags searched - while all the all access workers just got to roams around free and not have to go through any security at all.
Plus there were some really hot guys who were a part of TEN too... I seriously had so much fun, I'm thinking about joining it this fall. Brittany said it's really not a lot of work, just maybe like one meeting every few weeks, you get to decide what bands and acts get to come to IUP AND you get to work backstage and meet the shows!
It seriously was so much fun, I felt so important walking around behind the curtains and backstage.
I heard from Greg that someone saw one of the band members from Girls Like Boys naked! lol! They were just walking past the dressing room and the door was wide open and the guy was just naked. Just naked. HA! So funny.

Anywho...

What else?

Rehearsal for the TOST and Turned show is going well, as you may or may not know the one act I'm in takes place in a stopped elevator. So today during rehearsal our director (who's name is also Allison, funny enough) decided to have rehearsal take place in one of the elevator's in the building we were in. OMG, it was so great. We were just going up and down and doing the scene with people going in and out of the elevator and giving us crazy looks. Ha, it was so great. Plus actually it really helped to do the show in an actual enclosed area. I really got into the scene, it was super fun. I'm really excited for the show!

^__^

Oh! So get this, I posted 50 of the first Supernatural icons I ever made on my favorite lj community dean_sam (which is also my home page, actually ^_^) and I got such a great response from everyone! People are snagging my icons and using my icons on their profile! It's like the most exciting thing I've ever seen. To look at someone profile and find one of my icons... it's like the greatest feeling ever!
I'm gonna post some of my recent ones really soon, and I'm so excited! Also in production are some Friends Only banners, and I'm thinking about making a header or two... and I've been considering taking a stab at making a wallpaper... GOD I LOVE PHOTOSHOP.
What else...
AH! I'm going to post more icons and a Friends Only banner right now, I can't wait!!

Lovey Love!
♥ Allie ♥

LOOK WHAT I JUST FIGURED OUT HOW TO DO:

1	2	3	4
5	6	7	8
9	10	11	12
13	14	15	16
17	18	19	20
21	22	23	24
25	26	27	28
29	30	31	32
33	34	35	36
37	38	39

Is that not the prettiest table you've ever seen? Ugh. Love it. Thank you http://madzia.ircx.net.pl/icontable/ I love you to death.
Now I can post my Supernatural icons in the communities I lurk around. Hooray! I can contribute to the awesomeness of lj communities!
Oh, also do you like all those stock photo icons I made? Pretty, huh? Yeeeah I know! Ha! Those aren't even half of the ones I made, too.
I'm a Photoshop addict. It's official.

Hooray for me!

I'll post more later!

Lovey Love,
Allie

So I bought s Snickers today from the vending machines downstairs and on the inside of the wrapper my Snickers informed me of the following"
Nougatocity \nu-gat-a-si-tE\ (noun). A heightened yet fleeting state of accomplishment that makes you realize how unbelievably unmotivated you normally are.
And now I can't help but get the feeling that my candy bar is mocking me.
Who knew Snickers could be so mean spirited?

Anywho. It's been boring at the good old IU of P recently. Nothing exciting, no big movie or game nights, no funny stories. Na-da.

Meanwhile my sister and my mother are IN JAPAN WITHOUT ME having a GRAND OL' TIME WITHOUT ME.
I. Am. So. Jealous.

So far the most exciting thing that's happened is my Snickers bar. And even that wasn't too exciting because when I went down the vending machine I was hoping to get Peanut M&Ms but they didn't have any.

Seriously, I wish I had something fun to talk about and create is long energetic and quirky post detailing it... buuuut I don't.

On a side note, Photoshop is the best thing that's ever happened to my life.
Thus far I've created...
36 CSI: New York,
157 stock photo,
and 214 Supernatural livejournal icons.

I've gone lj icon CRAZY!
^_^ And none of it would be possible without my beautiful Adobe Photoshop CS.
Now if only I have a decent video editing system... even Windows Movie Maker would make me happy, because seriously I'm dying here!

lalalalala.
Bored.

If anything interesting happens I'll let you know. O.o

Lovey Love,
Allie

P.S. - It's Thursday... but no new Supernatural ;_;

So here's my thought.

I have no idea what I want to do with my life.
Like... no idea.

But! I have some options.
I was talking to Shannon on Skype the other day and surfing collegeboard.com for information on different majors.

Here's what I've been looking at so far:
Criminology - I have no idea what I would want to do with that though. I don't want to carry a gun at any point in my life though, that's for sure.
Communications Media - I could edit videos and footage of movies or tv shows. The profession seems to go hand-in-hand with being a cameraman too, which could always be cool. I COULD EDIT FOOTAGE FOR SUPERNATURAL AND BE AWESOME,
Photography - Shannon suggested photojournalism which sounded really cool but I don't know if that's offered as a major or anything at IUP cause right now their website sucks out loud.
History - I could be a historian and work at the Smithsonian and be all smart and cool. I could totally do that, I love history.
Theater Arts - Ah, the unattainable dream. This is my wish-upon-a-star major. Alas, the man who pays the bills (also known and Daddy Dearest) would have a cow if I majored in that.

And just to make him happy, I looked up Marketing on the website and the majority of it consisted of math courses and unless everyone seems to have forgotten my little bout of Algebra 2 summer school, math is not my strongest (or most favorite) subject in the world.
So :P on that.

And I will admit I glanced at Human Resources, and it seemed like it would be a slightly logical step from Psychology to HR but the more I read about what that job would entail the more I fell asleep.

Seriously, if I had to work in a cubicle I would probably go crazy and start eating my company stapler.
The second Dilbert starts to make me laugh, and I start to understand The Office more then I do right now... that's when I know the end is near.

That's like my nightmare. To work in the corner cube and have all the fake walls of it look exactly the same. Grey... and... fuzzy... and begging to be given the domino effect treatment.

But I digress.

Right now Photojournalism (if it's offered) and Communications Media with a focus on video editing seems like two serious options right now.

Or I could just marry rich and never have to work a day in my life.
You know. Whatever.

Anyways, I'm gonna go!
I still need to pack >_> for tomorrow.
And I was thinking about showering.
I dunno it's up in the air right now, lol.
Maybe I'll pack now, and shower tomorrow/this morning before Food and Nutrition. We'll see where the night takes me!

Lovey Love,
Allie

P.S. -

IT'S ALMOST SPRING BREAK OMFG. THE WAIT IS KILLING ME. I'M SO EXCITED!

So, besides being completely stoked for the weekend because mah family is coming to visit me, things are looking up from the last time we talked.
Yeeeah.
My last entry was... passionate and frustrated and... all that had been pent up for quite sometime, so it was like an eruption of BWAR! But I'm better now, I swear!

Jess, Brittany, Lauren and I walked to the Goodwill store near-ish by yesterday, that was so much fun. Besides the fact that we'd decided to embark on this quest in the midst of a crazay snow storm. Other then that though, it was great! They had to get some camouflage patterned clothing for a rugby mixer they're going to tonight and I decided to tag along, see if I could help or maybe find something kick ass at Goodwill and have it only be like two dollars.
I bought nothing, though I was tempted by a Mighty Morphin Power Rangers board game I found.
We found some interesting books though, one of them was called "Week by Week: Plans for Observing and Recording Young Children" which I took a picture of on my phone but I have no idea how to upload it onto here. And, this one was my favorite because who in their right mind would buy that? The previous owner accidentally left their receipt in it - they'd paid $16.79 for that. Why? Why, I ask you, why would you spend money on that?

Anyway, the Goodwill store was a fun little outing ^__^

Oh! I got my loverly package from my mommy a few days ago (maybe yesterday O.o? maybe monday O.o? I don't remember... lol) and it was packed full of gooooodies!
Four different kinds of Girl Scout cookies (who can say no to that?), Spaghetti O's, microwavable mac'n cheese, and...
POWER RANGERS CRAZINESS FROM SHANNON FROM JAPAN.
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!


A big group shot of my new pretties.


I put all the keychains on my book bag that my mom gave to me earlier in the semester. It's pimped out now.

Rock show.

I opened up my box and saw all the Japanese craziness inside of it and I was like "OMFG LOLLERCOASTER ROTFL &HEARTS; BBQ"

lolzorz. Shannon is the greatest.
And so is my dearest mommy for sending me all the yumminess in mah package as well!

Gotta love it.

So my plans for the rest of the day...
1) Go have dinner with Jess at Fosters when she gets back from English
2) Go to the library and write my Food and Nutrition paper, and do general homework and reading for different classes.
3) Clean the dorm (primarily my desk O.o) in anticipation for the family visiting
4) Do laundry
5)... Watch TV? Or surf the intarweb. Or maybe make some more lj icons, which by the way I've been meaning to post since forever but I've made like 45 new stock photo icons, and 76 new Supernatural icons - and I'm just way to lazy tp ost all of those right now. And I want to find out how to make this grid type thing I've seen other people use when they upload lj icons... I'm gonna research that...

And those are my plans for the day!
Now new Supernatural tonight, I dunno what I'm gonna do with myself!
^_^
As always, I'll post more if I think of more to say!

Lovey Love,
Allie

Thus begins Allie's venting rant about how people can annoy her. Please feel free to not read this at all, I won't be offended. I just needed somewhere to get all of this out before I imploded. Oh and apologies for posting this frustration driven speech. Just ignore me.

I think I care too much about how other people feel.
I'm always worried about other peoples emotions. I don't want anyone to be upset, or even slightly annoyed.
-_-

*sigh*

I don't want to be Allie the Joy Kill. Allie the Straight Edge. Always Doing the Right Thing Allie.

I don't want to upset other people or put them off in anyway, I just want everyone to get along and have no arguments and no problems. Even when I'm annoyed at other people, I don't want them to know because I don't want to have to deal with any of the confrontation that comes after it.
Even when someone's like, "It's okay if you say no" or "It's okay if you don't want to" I still don't say anything, even if I don't want to do something, or I want to say no. I'm just like "Whatever. Do what you want." because I don't want to hold anyone back from experiencing college the way that they have chosen to experience it. No matter how much I disagree with it.

And it also bothers me when I make plans, and these plans are created far in advance and everyone has agreed on them, and then someone suddenly changes them at the last minute. Then they're like, "It's okay if you don't want to do [Plan B] instead of [Plan A]." but still I'm like "No. Good. Great. Whatever. Do what you want."
Even though I don't mean it. And I want to stick to the original Plan A.

*sigh*

I feel like I'm way to considerate for my own good.
And some people are not considerate enough.

>_<

I don't like alcohol. I don't like drinking. I don't like watching my friends drink and slowly become more moronic then they already apparently are. I don't like hearing all the "funny stories" about my friends drinking. I don't like it when a group of people get on the subject of alcohol because then I have nothing to say, and I feel awkward and left out. And sometimes I don't like the fact that I seem to have more common sense and maturity then the people around me because I feel like I'm missing out on the big party that college is supposed to be.
Am I the only one here because I want to go to college and learn something new and not because there is a readily available source of jungle juice here?
I mean seriously.
Doesn't is get old after awhile?

But college is like that everywhere, like, there's no escaping it.

It pisses me off. It depresses me. It frustrates me. And I have no one to vent to (or hang out with while this is going on) because I'm apparently the only person on this campus that doesn't want to get plastered every week.

I feel like I'm speaking Spanish in Korea. I always get this incredulous look when I tell people I don't drink, they're always like "What? Are you serious? You're kidding. No really. You're serious? ... GOD WHAT DO YOU DO ON THE WEEKENDS?!"

*sigh*

This venting livejournal post escalated a bit more then I'd originally intended it to be.
I guess I was getting all of my frustrations out instead of just the one or two I'd started out talking about.

...

I'm going to bed now.

Sorry again about the rant-post. I'll try not to let it happen again.

Little did I know as I stepped outside the front door this morning that I was not embarking in a regular day in college, but over night the entire campus was mysteriously plucked off the surface of the Earth and harshly dropped off on the ice planet of Hoth.
Had I known this, I would have packed my Tauntaun.

Anyway...
It's Thursday!
Huzzah!

There are a few reasons today has been/will be especially good...

1! SUPERNATURAL IS ON TONIGHT
2! It's Valentine's Day!
3! History, my 9:30am class was cancelled this morning!
4! We did laundry last night, so when I got dressed this morning I could actually pick out an outfit I like
5! I found out I got a B on my Prob/Stat exam!
6! It's Thursday, so that means all the ROTC people are required to wear their uniforms. This means the campus is littered with hot men in uniform all day today.
7! The boy who will remain unnamed wants to hang out with me tonight. ^_____________^

^__^

Oh and I've made like a bajillion livejournal icons in the past two days. They are beautiful. I'll post them when I'm not lazy and hungry. Do you like the one for this post though? It's a heart for Valentine's Day! Hooray!
During my self-taught messings with Photoshop, I've recently discovered how fun is it to play with hue and saturation. Especially when you contrast it with something in black and white. Like the icon above! Shiny!

OH AND I took a nap today.
It was fantastic.

^____^

I'm glad today is a good day. So far I've been haunted by not-so-good days and mediocre days. But alas! There is light at the end of the tunnel!

Now if it's grilled cheese day, my life will be complete.

I don't really have anything to say... I just got bored.

...

lollercoaster. I'll post more later, but for now I'm hungry and it's off to Fosters!

So I'm walking out of Anthropology and I see this total mega super hottie walking down the hall too. We was tall, and had these hot guy jeans...WHOO! He was such a babe, and he was wearing a backpack that said West Virginia on it, and I so wanted to run up to him and be like "TAKE OUT THE WEST AND THAT'S ME. LET'S MAKE OUT." but before I could even consider it, we'd gotten outside and he first thing he did was light up a cigarette and spit on the ground.
It was amazing how fast he fell from a perfect ten to a three in like 15 seconds.
I was sad.
Then he got on his cell phone, promptly said "dawg" and he went from a three to a one. I've lost all hope for him.

On another note, I bought hot chocolate today at Java City (this mini coffee shop inside the campus library). I just want to know if there's some sort of happy medium between HOT AS LAVA and ICE.
I bought the drink and it was actually literally fire inside of a cup. I opened it up and there were flames. So I figure, let is sit for a second maybe the fire will die down. I pick it up like five minutes later and it's ice. Like... icicles ice.
HOW DID I MISS THE TRANSITION BETWEEN LAVA AND SNOW. HOW DID THAT HAPPEN SO QUICKLY THAT I MISSED IT.


Wouldn't it be interesting if for just one day, there was some way you could record someone's thoughts. Just everything they think, everything that crosses their mind in one day.
I think it would be really interesting to know what was going on in other people's minds. What they think about and everything.

Jessica is playing Resident Evil 4 professional mode and she's died probably ten times within the last 3 minutes. And she's on the first level...
I just took over and beat it for her cause I'm such a good friend... AND THE MASTER OF RESIDENT EVIL 4. I've beaten it like... I think I'm on my fourth time now. I'm so cool.
Or not at all... one of the two.
^_^

New episode of Supernatural on tonight! I'm STOKED.
But I'm more excited for next weeks episode though, I've been looking forward to it for weeeeeeks. Since the writers strike began!
I won't go into detail for fear of spoilers... but I get all my Supernatural information from http://www.spoilerfix.com/supernatural.php if you're interested in it! Episode 3x11!
;___; I want more Sam episodes. I mean yeah... okay... the majority of season two was Sam episodes... and yeah maybe Dean needs his time in the spotlight... >_> I love Dean though, don't get me wrong I really do. Jensen is phenomenal, and not to mention a total hunk-a-saurus. But I just love Sam's puppy dog eyes and when he's all angst and sad ;_; POOR SAMMY. I just want to give him a huge hug. He pulls at my heartstrings.
Hurt!Sam Protective!Dean is my downfall, I can't get enough of it.


Anyway...
Jess just died three more times and now she's stopped playing.
Pooooor Jessica Rabbit.

I can't think of anything else to say...

OH OH OH I GOT MY PACKAGE FROM MY MOMMY AND I FRICKIN ADORE IT SO FRICKIN MUCH BECAUSE IT'S FILLED WITH CHOCOLATE FROM THE CHOCOLATE FESTIVAL THAT I MISSED AND NOW IT'S LIKE I HAVE MY OWN LITTLE PIECE OF THE CHOCOLATE FESTIVAL RIGHT HERE.
I was so happy when I opened it.
And she sent me some shiny heart decorations for Valentines Day, and now they're hanging up right where our Halloween decorations used to be. Very pretty!
THANK YOU MOMMY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

Shannon's coming home sooon.
AAAAAH!
It's gonna be like Elvis coming home, like she's gonna step off the plane and everyone's gonna cheer and take pictures and go crazy.
lollercoaster.

That's all I can think to say! Hooray! Love! ♥ !

The worst feeling in the world is waking up an hour after your class is over.

My trusty alarm was not so trusty this morning when it neglected to go off even though I set it like I do every morning. This is so not my fault this time!

But still... waking up at 10:55 when my Food and Nutrition class ends at 9:55 sucks. Ugh. It is like the worst feeling in the world, though.

I comfort myself in the knowledge that I have all the notes for the class. We had to buy a packet at the beginning of the semester which had print outs of every single power point she ever uses. So basically class is her reading our packet to us. So I mean, I know exactly what I missed.
I am not going to make a habit of this.

Bleg.

Well, I have to go - I have a meeting with my Biology professor, I need to take my Lab quiz on the fetal pig dissection >_< but I get a diagram instead of a real one because I asked oh-so-nicely. ^_^.

Gots to go! Check ya lata alligata!

Lovey Love,
Allie

P.S. - Go download the song I have listed as the one I'm listening to and you'll know how I feel right now... or "Bad Day" by Daniel Powter... lolz but at the same time ;_;.

EDIT 4:30pm:
mood: accomplished
music: "Ruby Blue" by Róisín Murphy

I WIN AT LIFE. I just took my quiz for Biology Lab. 100% BITCHES! WHOOOO!
The backstory: We're doing fetal pig dissections in lab and I was just really uncomfortable with cutting open and rooting around any type dead animal, let alone a poor baby pig. So I talked to my professor and she said instead of dissecting anything, I could just sit in the back room and watch a video on it during class. She also gave me this great in-depth website on virtual pig dissection (www.whitman.edu/biology/vpd/main.html but it's not for the weak stomach! It's interesting though, and it was a saving grace for me when I was studying). So I watched the video, took crazy notes, and did everything on the virtual dissection.
My whole thing was I wanted to do really, really well on the two quizzes for this section on fetal pigs because I wanted to prove to my professor and myself that I could do the work, and learn all the internal systems even without actually dissecting a real pig. I was determined!
So I was super nervous to go take the quiz cause it was gonna be just me and her in her office and she was gonna point out different stuff on a diagram and ask me what it is. And if I get it wrong it would be like, terribly embarrassing and I didn't want her to think I was a total loser and she shouldn't have let me not to the dissection because maybe I just wanted to not to the work.
Before I left I was talking with Cameron online and he's all like "HOORAH YOU CAN DO IT!" cause he's adorabus and I love him, meanwhile I'm like "OH GOD I DON'T WANT TO FAIL."

ANYWAY. I get there, I take the quiz, and I knew every single thing she asked me. I PWNED THAT QUIZ SO HARD.
I did a crazy victory dance when I was out of eyesight of her office after it was over.

PWN. Pwn, pwn, pwn, pwn, PWN.

^____^ Maybe I can do this whole Biology thing afterall. This entire time I always thought I was a failure at life when it came to anything science related. BUT ALAS. I studied like crazy, I was determined to succeed and lo and behold, I DID IT.

I am a Goddess among fetal pig diagrams. YUH, WINNER.

♥ What a good way to finish my academic day that started off so terribly.